My boyfriend and his flatmaté got me and the other guy’s girlfriend to act out lésbian pórn stuff for them when we were all very drunk. I know I’m straight but now I’m feeling I’d like to do it again.
I am 19. I have been with my boyfriend for over a year. He is 20, gorgeous and our séx life is brilliant but he can be quite controlling.
We went out as a foursomé to celebrate my boyfriend’s birthday. We’d booked a taxi home so didn’t hold back and had lots of shots. We had a great laugh then, when we got back to the boys’ flat, they put on some music and we had more drinks.
I got up and started doing some séxy dancing to a track I really like and the other guy’s girlfriend joined in. The boys sat and watched and said we were really great. They urged us to do a striptéase and then some more stuff together – things they’d seen girls do in pórn videos online.
Of course we madé out we were just doing it to please the men but all I keep remembering now is how nice it felt. She knew just how to touch mé to maké mé féel good – better than my boyfriend does in fact.
I love my boyfriend but ever since I can’t stop thinking about that night and feeling like I want to do it again. I don’t want to have these thoughts and they are really doing my head in, yet at the same time I like them. There are no other girls I find attractive, but when I see her and her boyfriend together I just see a beautiful séxy girl and it turns mé on. What’s going on?
Recommendations
Women’s séxuality is more compléx than men’s and it’s not surprising that another girl had a clearer idea than your boyfriend does just what touch feéls good where. But you’re not in love with that girl –just naturally wanting more of that éxtra-aróusing séx.
If you want your relationship to last, draw a line and be clear you’re not going to get involved in séx play with another girl like that again. Séx should be a special part of your intimaté relationship with your partner, not a performance for him and his mates.
But help your boyfriend discover what touchés are especially aróusing for you and maybe use séxy talk to heighten your mutual please.
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